Okay. I have renewed resolve. I'm going to try to attack this drinking thing again. Narc is gone, I have a ton of school work, and there's no time like the present.
Spent the first half of today having brunch with B and detoxing. Then I went to get a haircut. When I looked at myself in the mirror (as I had plenty of time to do while the guy was cutting my hair), I looked tired. I look more tired than I should. My eyes are getting red rimmed. And it can't be good for my skin. I don't want to prematurely age. It sucks.
Now my hair is bouncy and beautiful and I have to go to a voice lesson. As I was out late last night, I think I'll stay in tonight and do some work. Trying to redefine. Carve out some new spaces, as Hammer put it the other day.
We'll see how it goes...
-h
2 comments:
Stay in tonight and go out to Brighton Beach with your friend NDN tomorrow. It will be an orgiastic feast for the senses.
ooh, Brighton Beach! That sounds like a lot of fun!! Golly Hyde, if I were you I would jump at the chance. Especially since you get to go with that hunky next door neighbor of yours!
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