Update

Narc is stable and is going to be okay. He has to stay in the hospital for a week though, on heavy doses of heparin to thin out his blood. He avoided the heart surgery, thank God. This whole thing has been crazy... an absolute drain. And I have so much to write about, but no time right now, as I've been spending my spare moments in the hospital.

Things are changing so fast for me, it's incredible. But I'm making it through and I'm still sober and that's pretty fucking amazing.

I'm feeling very grateful.

-h-