Sunday, February 05, 2006

Can it be?

I got an email from N today. It seems (on the surface at least) like a breakup letter. I wrote him back a really long email. I'm so anxious now I've been throwing up for the better part of an hour. I don't feel like it's out of me yet. I love him.

I'm trying to focus on Beauty & the Geek-- a guilty pleasure brought to me by Hammer.

I don't have it in me to give any more details than that. I feel dizzy. And scared.

-h-

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Hyde, Hyde, Hyde. ( throws arms up in the air) Thats it I'm done. I have had enough. I will remain a friend to you. But I wll no longer talk or discuss anything with you, that involves Narc.

Good luck I wish you the best.