I'm depressed.
Going to meet Anxious for lunch at 1:30. That's just what I need, right? Time to pretend I'm not depressed. Any sign of weakness and Anxious will use it to forge some kind of passive aggressive attack on me.
I don't feel like going out today at all. I just want to stay in bed and watch crappy television.
But I have to meet Anxious and then go to therapy and then go to German.
Ughhh. All I want to do is go to sleep.
:(
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I'm depressed too. Not only did my jury go terribly, but now my throat is starting to hurt AGAIN! this will make it the fourth time this semester if I get sick. I should be working on my paper. I have a rash on my forehead. oriole (that'll be k's code name) has to work late. then I have tennis practice (did I tell you I'm on a team this summer?), which i guess will be fun, but I won't be able to see oriole until 9:30.
I feel like I should be writing all this in an email and not on your blog (I know you like comments, but I feel so weird about only writing 3 lines...I guess it's the same thing as with my answering machine messages....the benefit of this is that hopefully no one but you will read it when they see how long it is so I don't have to feel self-conscious!!)
I hope you can come out and visit soon--the robin told me that she'll tell her babies not to hatch until she sees both your and my heads peering out the window at her nest! nothing cheers up a rotten day like that momma sitting on her 3 blue eggs. you should see her plop down on them, she waddles and lowers herself very cautiously. I even saw her carefully rotating the eggs around the nest with her beak. doesn't that bring a little smile to your face? although it's not working for me at this particular moment. (I never want to sing again--it'll just bring back this awful memory!!!)
remind me later--I want to talk to you about your personal/political stuff--I think it's a fundamental issue in our everyday lives that never gets acknowledged--goes right to the heart of how we create identities that function in various capacities in both a private and public realm--talk about conflicted social beings (conflicted and not confused!). You should write an article about it--contextualize it in some historical frame or something so you can use it on your CV. put it in the project box for later.
hope your day improved.
love,
GF
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