Something is wrong with me. I'm such an addict. I spent about six hours today looking at horribly, horribly violent pornography online. I seriously have to be careful not to foster another addiction... Then I went to get coffee. I'm making myself get dressed now, even though it's after 5:00 pm. I'm going to go to a cafe and try to get some work done...
While I was crossing the street to the deli, I put on my iPod. Whitney Houston's "All at Once" was playing (a song I use to get lost in Narc-ful reverie). How can the same girl sit in front of her computer and look at the stuff I look at for so many hours (trust me-- a lot of people couldn't stomach it) and then listen to Whitney Houston? My own incongruity is causing me to short circuit.
At least there's a belated viewing of 24 tonight with Hammer. Hammer always seems to remind me that it's okay to be incongrous... and in her way, she restores me to sanity.
Okay... that was my confession for the day. Time to go put on some jeans and get the hell out of the house.
-h-
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I secretly love to listen to All At Once.
J- we have too much in common. :)
Hammer restoring somebody to sanity,...Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha,hahahahaawwwww,ha,ha,ha,ha,ha,ha,
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I listen to System of a Down and read trashy romances.
I thought Mr. Mystic was gone forever??
As someone who has seen a lot of things that other people wouldn't tolerate, I have come to terms with the notion that the pornography we choose to watch has little or no bearing on the rest of our personality, manners or lifestyle. Unless it starts to impose on the rest of your life, you're fine, so you're right to be cautious but there's no need to be alarmed just yet.
PS: My musical taste is incongruous with itself, let alone my other tastes.
Gotta go with Dan on this one, actually. Pornography is, for the most part escapism, and, with as much pent up frustration as you seem to have with your current situation, I'm not all that suprised to hear this bit of confession from you.
And music... heh, I think that playlists composed of barbershop, Manson and random techno put me in Dan's category too.
-Chaps
Hammer,
I agree with you. I was hoping the same thing. It turns out though that he is just gone from blogger.
Gone but not forgoten....
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Hey, tasha! Not nice... I'm glad Mystic is still here. Not gone and not forgotten.
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